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#11
Today, and Other Todays / Re: 355E(1) game where waiting
Last post by droqen - May 15, 2026, 12:19:58 AM
this poem sucks, but it's another reminder of something that's already slipping away. i'm writing instead of remembering. i'm listening to the high priestess.
#12
Today, and Other Todays / 355E(1) game where waiting
Last post by droqen - May 15, 2026, 12:19:18 AM
"awaiting my skies
 arresting blue
 blue with cloud white
 clouds you

 intoxicate
 and arrest blue
 and cloud

 that skies grey
 over and static
 black and white
 withdrawal silence."
#13
Today, and Other Todays / Re: 3558 game where labour
Last post by droqen - May 11, 2026, 10:31:49 PM
this poem was, as they often are, a reminder to play. and sort of a question or statement about what's real.
#14
Today, and Other Todays / 3558 game where labour
Last post by droqen - May 08, 2026, 08:53:15 AM
"labour in
 labour out day after
 ██████████ after year
 of play work and sleep
 real."
#15
Today, and Other Todays / Re: 3556(J) game where forget
Last post by droqen - May 06, 2026, 08:08:39 PM
i wrote this poem for gate at a moment when i did not have an answer and instead

this poem is a reminder to forget. the beauty of forgetting. the love of a good emptiness. to play the game where forget.

the void is one of christopher alexander's fifteen properties of life. structure-preserving transformations result in a void adjacent rich complexity.

i like the opportunity to reflect on the true shape of things. i like noise followed by silence. complexity, then the void. what can exist in such an empty space before it ceases to function as this particular type of void is unknown to me. i know only that there is a characteristic void, meaning that there exists also some not-void. a space slightly too loud for emptiness to thrive.

this poem is a reminder to be empty and to remember and to forget and to be full.

play the game where empty.
#16
Today, and Other Todays / 3556(J) game where forget
Last post by droqen - May 06, 2026, 08:05:41 PM
"a nothing memory could take
 the place of nothings a memory
 replaces with fire
       and life sweet
 nothing that memories
 kill hideous
 nothing too put to death
 by memorys
 advent and always memory
 kills cuckoo
 like and like water fills
 the massive vessel empty with nothing
 who dies like a nothing memory
 to blame."
#17
Today, and Other Todays / Re: 3552(0) game where play
Last post by droqen - May 02, 2026, 12:16:07 AM
these poems are a kind of reminder of the inevitability of playing.

"remember [that you have] to play."
#18
Today, and Other Todays / Re: 3552(0) game where play
Last post by droqen - May 02, 2026, 12:15:55 AM
"do you know anything meaning
 even black skies still
 drifting and sidewalks long
 city walks
 do you know?"
#19
Today, and Other Todays / Re: 3552(0) game where play
Last post by droqen - May 02, 2026, 12:06:46 AM
"it's pretty
 bright and beautiful
 gods on earth play
 killing games as an illustration
 meaning cows
 mortal games for becoming
 more than mirrors reflecting
 moons shining or plaything."
 
#20
Today, and Other Todays / 3552(0) game where play
Last post by droqen - May 01, 2026, 11:53:33 PM
"do you think
 we only play at being alive
 with each other pretend
 moving makes us greater than
 believing that
 believing in each other
 having ends without ends
 our meaning?"