hanging out

[droqen]

[AB]

[droqen]

I remember and forget, remember again and forget again, how can i hope to have something useful to say when all that's on my mind is that you are human, and i forgot

[droqen]

the magnitude of such a realization, of the island of your soul and our shared ocean, is too vast for me to cross on any given day, i dissociate from it, like flying far above, like becoming a nothing vector in the air without a meat body to plummet if things fail, my self vanishes and reappears,

all i can think about is the confusion and disorientation of my first person perspective, i exist? i exist? i exist?

[droqen]

how can i say what i want when i have only just remembered my wanting and your wanting coexist