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#105
DAY 66. DEC 3. 11 AM
am i alienating people with all my "kill gameplay" nonsense?
suppose i am, is that a bad thing? how do i proceed, believing
in what i believe and yet still remaining connected to these old
connections? tarot, i would like another answer please & thanks

EIGHT OF PENTACLES

focused activity. getting things done. the art i made
features a lone craftsperson working on a singular,
gigantic pentacle, while seven others sit, on either
side of it, before and after. i suppose that i am ready
to read this as: shut up and get something done! i'm
amenable to this attitude. if i'm worried about what
my communications are doing, it isn't necessary to
keep doing it. i can put my head down and just work.

droqen

#106
DAY 67. DEC 4. 10 AM.

am i getting sick? i feel tired today. i'm eager to blame the caffeine.
i need to put my head down and work... not because of yesterday's
card, even, but because there's work to be done! so how do i do it?
how do i make the time i need for the heads-down work? i'm ready.


KNIGHT OF CUPS

what in the hell does this guy mean for me?
maybe i'll look at my art again... take it easy.
how important is it to make time for all the
heads-down work? i think we're on a good
path, and it's fine for me to work on all the
stuff when it makes full intuitive sense, not
logical... if i'm tired, i shouldn't work on the
stuff i don't want to work on. pay attention
to my physical and my emotional response.

droqen

#107
DAY 68. DEC 5. 8 AM.

looks like i've begun thinking about money again.
money! cash! let the numbers flow through bank
veins, through tubes, through my cyborg soul. is
there a future in which money makes any kind of
sense, or will i simply rely on others' assistance?

PAGE OF PENTACLES

this is so close to the advice given by the eight of pentacles--
but subtly different, too- while i'm marginally, borderline cap-
able of pentacle thinking, the page suggests meeting another
person... someone outside of myself? not even someone who
especially powerful at wielding the suit. just one who does it.

(or, the page could be me: money doesn't have to make sense,
i just have to work with it. i need to plan a bit. and work at it.)

droqen

five cards left. but i don't have any questions! i feel pretty good.

droqen

#109
day 69. dec 6. 6 pm.

what do i do with all of the people
i know? is it enough to simply know
them and let come what may? or is
there another approach? it's scary,
relying on friends, and strangers—
am i here to help them or to help
myself? must i be responsible for
making the meaning i want in this
world? how loudly can i cry "help"?


what will happen if i ask for help?


the magician.

the magician! i've been awaiting you. your meaning is very powerful.
everyone that i know... is a choice, is a resource, is a source of power.
"you are powerful, create your inner world, and the outer will follow."

droqen

day 70. dec 7. 10:30 am.

i'm going to make a web page but a web page really ought to have a purpose.
i don't really have a purpose, do i? tarot, can you remind me of some purposes
which i might have had in mind and forgotten? give me somethin to work with.


justice.

justice... justice... my take on justice is very... particular.
i wanted to make a web page. what can i make a web
page do? just about anything, i suppose. i'll think on it.

droqen

#111
DAY 71, DEC 7, 4 PM

i feel more & more at peace... making decisions feels easy.
should i be worried about this? i've been having thoughts
about how i shouldn't try to get good at things... instead i
can just do exactly what is necessary to do them well and
eventually it will become second nature, even if it feels a
little annoying to do it right the first few times. the effort
becomes automatic without even trying -- automatically.

anyway, the question. suppose i carry on this way. is it ok?

KING OF PENTACLES

perhaps the response is that the king of pentacles functions
in this manner. why not, eh? this king represents a generous
success-from-nothing. a flourishing kingdom. flourishing... it
happens all on its own, when i play the generous protector?

hm.