do i even care about "enjoying my life"? manifesto, statement of intent

[droqen]

what do i want. what has always guided my actions. what are my principles. i have them, here they are, transcribed from my ipad-notebook. maybe i don't always feel this way, i definitely have bad days, but on good days, when i have all the energy and hope in the world...

DO I EVEN
CARE ABOUT
"ENJOYING
MY LIFE"?

I WANT
  - TO BE SEEN, RESPECTED,    <3
     ADMIRED BY OTHERS
& especially by those i respect
and admire in turn
  - TO ALWAYS DO MY
     BEST; TO DO GOOD;
     TO HELP PEOPLE
money is fake;
emotions
are real.
kill gameplay,
 help people for real.
  - TO KEEP EXPLORING,
     MAKING DISCOVERIES
(the sheer joy-of-life)
    - TO LET NOTHING, EVER,
       GET IN THE WAY OF ANY
       OF THIS.

[droqen]

i cannot be stopped.