this one collaborative systemic project….

[droqen]

I feel like I'm drawn in two directions. Am I an elder? Am I passing on the knowledge that I want to be passing on?

My instinct is to clean up properly. Make a finished project and draw lines. My next project will do something with my notebooks.

Can I spend this time documenting?

[droqen]

past: therapist, tarot reader—an identity that kicked this off, am i leaving it behind? am i ready?

present: three of coins—no duh, ok, i have something to learn

future: seven of coins—what is the tastiest fruit? im planning to pursue the real thing and doing it slowly, maybe my plans coming to fruition? investment...

an inconclusive reading, i want to read my bias into it, why can't i get over my gut feeling that this is all wrong, why am i not listening to it???