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#21
Today, and Other Todays / 354D wasting
Last post by droqen - April 13, 2026, 06:45:29 PM
"i cannot shake a wasting
 feeling all our secrets meaning
 when we come to kill, and find
 a wasting feeling signal reeling
 in our dreams four hundred longing
 fish when all is said and done
 and wasted, by the sea."
#22
Today, and Other Todays / Re: 354A what i want at the go...
Last post by droqen - April 10, 2026, 10:14:20 PM
this poem walks the line between two worlds and asks me to do the same.
#23
Today, and Other Todays / 354A what i want at the golden...
Last post by droqen - April 10, 2026, 10:12:31 PM
"its large black feathers and low caw
 on the parapet above

 there at the golden field
 in my left hand coin and roses
 in the right bunnies royalty wild

 wanting both and having thought
 i could not and letting go of all that
 and just having and wanting
 
 what i want at the golden field."
#24
Today, and Other Todays / Re: 3549 when life gives you r...
Last post by droqen - April 10, 2026, 12:03:37 AM
this poem is a reminder to myself to make weapons. not weapons like knives and implements of violence, but knives like kill gameplay, transformative implements, weapons with no point. to remember to wield them and enact change in my world. the tradition of language would demand that i call these tools but i have a knife for that too and i'll do what i want, thank you.
#25
Today, and Other Todays / 3549 when life gives you round...
Last post by droqen - April 09, 2026, 11:45:26 PM
"to cut the universe of your world take shape
 though it naturally rounds and slides still
 make weapons every day and second
 by second dreaming of knives turns
 to dreaming of each round and slide
 rounding and sliding right through
 uncaring of perpetuity
 cosmic or existential cutting
 like knives without knives."
#26
Today, and Other Todays / Re: 2026, apr 9 - game 8 (when...
Last post by droqen - April 09, 2026, 10:58:40 AM
"which came first, the chicken or the egg?"
#27
Today, and Other Todays / 2026, apr 9 - game 8 (when pro...
Last post by droqen - April 09, 2026, 10:58:09 AM
"in programming, state can be explicit or implicit
 that's a too-simple way of putting it but
 it will work for the purposes of our game.

 when state changes, does the code actually
 keep track of the new state, storing it some-
 where? or does it merely announce change
 and immediately forget?

 as a person, you contain directions. thoughts.
 states.

 do you store your states
 implicitly or explicitly?"

game 8
 
"when processes change, ask yourself
 this one question:

 am i storing this state change internally
 or announcing it and then forgetting?"
#28
Today, and Other Todays / Re: 2026, apr 5 (before 1 AM) ...
Last post by droqen - April 05, 2026, 12:00:26 AM
game 7

(i can't make a simpler game 7.)
#29
Today, and Other Todays / Re: 2026, apr 5 (before 1 AM) ...
Last post by droqen - April 04, 2026, 11:44:48 PM
"it is simple
 to make the meaning plain
 but it hurts
 revealing my own plainness."
#30
Today, and Other Todays / Re: 2026, apr 5 (before 1 AM) ...
Last post by droqen - April 04, 2026, 11:43:38 PM
"it is easy to eschew
 seeming oversimplification
 in favour of learned complexity.


 it is easy to break words in-
 to parts in-comprehensible masking
 meaning beneath the shade of end-
 less device.
"