(no conclusion.)

i would really like to think about "the entire possibility space throughout the entire game at once".

i theorize that part of the enjoyment of computer games is dancing with the impossibility of such complexity, and the moments in which one feels that a total understanding is even remotely within reach.

in The Impossible Reversal (mcdonald), the titular concept is related: there is a kind of play or pleasure that requires reversal of a seeming impossibility. first, something must seem impossible, and then one discovers its possibility. such a sensation cannot ever be realized without, first, the sensation of impossibility.

it is common for game designers to rely on qualia-based shorthands when referring to player experience, which is devastating to many of the concrete features that mcdonald proposes as key to what design is

(that is, if we agree that design is, or benefits from, or involves "A shared set of practices or techniques", then qualia-based shorthands like "X threatens the player" weakens design by weakening the sharedness of these practices or techniques because what it means for "X to threaten" varies from individual to individual in a way that categorically cannot be bridged in certain ways)

and, it is common for game designers to rely on player experience (either real experiences - i.e. from playtesting - or imagined/constructed experiences - from intuition) to navigate "the entire possibility space" of a game system. as jw puts it, "that's 4d/5d brain shit I can't do".

despite my response on bluesky in which i said "that's how i think about it yeah"... i relate.

QuoteI guess the way you can look at gameplay objectively is like the entire possibility space throughout the entire game at once or something? to me that's 4d/5d brain shit I can't do

from Jan Willem Nijman's bleet

QuoteDesign includes:

• A shared set of practices and techniques
• A public discourse about its values, goals, innovations, and limits
• A canon of existing examples and counterexamples
• A worldview that differentiates design from other kinds of activities
• A pedagogy that brings new practitioners into the community.

from ROMchip Presents: Peter McDonald on The Impossible Reversal: A History of How We Play (timestamp 44:59)

a high degree of reliance on qualia
- devastates the foundation of design discourse (todo: link to mcdonald's definition of design)
- is or seems to some degree necessary because of the immense complexity of games (todo: link to conversation with jw)

there is something missing.

when i'm 'playing' gameplay (forever), i am having a complex subjective experience that comes from countless interacting things, both internal and external.

i think that i am writing this thread because i have found that descriptions of aesthetics (in the MDA sense) is not very useful to me as a player, as a designer, as an appreciator, or as an artist.

this is not a new idea.

i believe the philosophical term that is most commonly used to refer to these things that are useless to describe is "qualia".

(end of examination of brlka's post.)

QuoteIn an angel dances in the sparks of a bonfire (aka angel game), a timer spawns two sparks, then resets to a random interval between one and zero. The result is uneven, unpredictable clumps of sparks - sometimes massive, dense waves, sometimes a sparse handful. This feels very different! It isn't fair, but it's fun.

the above contains a textbook-order example of the MDA framework.

MECHANICS : a timer spawns two sparks, then resets to a random interval between one and zero
DYNAMICS : The result is uneven, unpredictable clumps of sparks - sometimes massive, dense waves, sometimes a sparse handful.
AESTHETICS : This feels very different! It isn't fair, but it's fun.

mechanical descriptions interlaced with experiential descriptions:

Quotehazards that move around and threaten the player

- "hazards that move around" describe a thing that can be defined in code.
- "threaten the player" is a feeling ('threat') delivered to the player.

QuoteA player-aware hazard that chases the player is easy to avoid, while player-indifferent hazards can often be ignored if you're standing still; mix the two, and the chasing hazard will force the player to move and engage with the other hazards.

- "A player-aware hazard" and "player-indifferent hazards" are defined earlier in mechanical terms; their movement is or is not influenced by player position (even here, 'indifferent' as a word carries a whiff of intentionality or sentience)
- "easy to avoid" describes the (subjective) difficulty of a player action
- "force the player to move and engage with" describes the player's action as reactive, animated by the game -- player as object, rather than subject (the game forces the player to move, rather than the player moving)

QuoteAvoiders should demand the player's attention

^an even more explicit framing of the game animating the player.

Quoteshort, arcadey mini-games about avoiding obstacles in claustrophobic spaces.

brkla defines "avoiders" as having certain qualities:
- "short", describing a quality of the average player experience
- they are "about avoiding obstacles", describing the purpose of them in terms of the actions which the player undertakes
- "claustrophobic spaces", describing the spaces in terms of how they feel to the player (claustrophobic space can be used loosely as a synonym for tight space, but carries a psychological connotation)

i read brkla's "designing avoiders"

after spending a large amount of time with my own gameplay (forever), in a sibling sort of genre.

brlka's writing belongs to a very common canon of game design writing that focuses on something i will tentatively call 'player experience'.

excerpts from "designing avoiders" will follow, accompanied by commentary.

kill gameplay.

Quote from: droqen on July 30, 2026, 03:43:54 PM

• gameplay (forever) is badly designed
• gameplay (forever) is badly designed on purpose
• there [is] no rhyme or reason to what blocks appear where in gameplay (forever)
• gameplay (forever) generates impossible situations to climb through
• gameplay (forever) is one of a number of "lackluster parodies of better games"
• gameplay (forever) is asking why anyone would bother with it

i linked it somewhere already i think, but in case you missed it, here's my 8490-point high score run:


by doing this and enjoying it (and not in a pretentious way, as in, my enjoyment was not experienced due to any pretense, i just like it -- but the act of doing it could be said to have been done with pretense), i hoped to show:

1,2 - that gameplay (forever) is not badly designed (for some definition of badly designed -- in this case i suppose the entirety of my argument would be 'i enjoy it', but i hope also that the video can be used to understand the interesting situations that can occur)

3 - that by virtue of the interesting situations encountered there must be some rhyme or reason to the tile placement (even if it is random),

4 - that it does not (meaningfully, in practice) generate impossible situations,

5 - that it is not merely a lackluster parody,

and 6 - that even if i do utter the seemingly imperative "kill gameplay" and literally ask "who could want gameplay?" that this is a deeply contextual and ephemeral perspective, and that the answer to the imperative can (and sometimes must) be "no" and that the answer to the question can (and sometimes must) be "me".